Living with Ourselves

[MDT]

Who is Toby @Zoe7 ?

It's fine yeh. She and my sister went to a craft expo this arvo so it's nice and quiet at home. I'm just about to plan out what I'm going to apply for this week. And what I am going to search for vis a vie jobs.

Cancelled a lot of my subscriptions too. Need to stop the bank from leaking funds. Canned xbox (not online, but the other extra pack i subscribed to), spotify and linkedin premium.

Hope I hear back from some of those things I applied for too.

[Sophia1]

thanks for letting me know @Zoe7

I have been having issues with not getting the bell notifications several times...

I should search out that thread where we are asked to report these things...

sigh ....do I have the energy..

[Zoe7]

Toby is my dog @MDT - my little white fluffball buddy - he is the best company and very snuggly  

Glad to hear that you have a little quiet time to yourself. There is not much else I can cut back on that will increase my funds - definitely watching where every cent is going these days and doesn't leave much (if any) extra for luxuries  As long as I can pay my mortgage, bills, prescriptions and have the fur babies fed then I can get by on very little.

How is your job hunting going - anything interesting that you have found?

@Sophia1 I will try to find the thread to report issues and post there for NikNik or the moderators to pass on too.

[Zoe7]

Love it @Maggie 

[MDT]

@Zoe7 I love dogs. What sort of dog do you have?
We used to have a Cardigan Welsh Corgi. His name was Mickey. He was unique because he had a white line on his forehead that his brother didn't have. We got his as a little puppy and then he lived til he was 12. Sadly though in 2016 he got very ill and died. Was very hard. But we bought him to cure my phobia of dogs. Worked a charm haha.

Re work, found mainly full time analyst roles with different companies. Basically anything that asks for "analytical writing, communication, strong communication verbal and written" that sort of thing. Also found some journalism traineeships and also just a few part time gigs. So at this point got a list of 9 things. Also includes government stuff. A friend told me about recruitment companies that specialise in government roles too so will get onto that.

[Zoe7]

You are onto this job hunting in a big way @MDT - great work 

Toby is a Maltese SHih Tzu - here's my favourite photo of him...

[Former-Member]

Thinking of you @Sophia1

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[Bluetoo]

Thank you @Sophia1 for thinking of me. I really am grateful for this forum of such open and honest and caring people. 

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[MDT]

all the best @Bluetoo

[eudemonism]

@Sophia1 

Yea but it's usually when the two people are forced or have no other choice but to continue being around one another. Does that make sense? 

I'm not one to speak my mind. And I'm not one for confrontations. I'm very conserved and very submissive. As I feel I'm not in any position to speak out against anyone. Because I don't want the confrontation. And I feel I'm more dependant on them, then they are, on me... So I suppose you could say... I feel I'd be jeopardizing my social needs and my position in the pack. Does that make sense? 

And yes... It has been too my demise that I have done this.. 

Maybe it's my personality, maybe it's a lone wolf thing, maybe it's because of my Insecurities (which are explained earlier) who knows? 

Eude