Just checking in.

[outlander]

Why on earth are you apologising sis? You havent done anything wrong @Sans911 

Im still around and hearing you but not wanting to overwhelm you 💜💜 I am not surprised your hurting i would be to if those things happened to me. 

Lots of squishy hugs and love xoxo

[Faith-and-Hope]

Yeah .... and tears.

[Sans911]

@Zoe7 @Faith-and-Hope

The tears are stuck in my chest. Wish I could rip it open and let them out.

[Faith-and-Hope]

I know that feeling @Sans911  ..... I think most of us here do.

Moving the furniture around, especially if it stuck on the carpet and wouldn’t move, used to frustrate me so much that it often burst that dam and got the tears going ..... 

[Zoe7]

Yep definitely know that feeling @Sans911 - feels like the world is closing in on us but if we could cry then it would release some of that pressure. Hearing you Hon 

[Sans911]

I have much too small a place to move any furniture around, but yes, in bigger places I often would @Faith-and-Hope

[Faith-and-Hope]

I have been known to scrub the stovetop until that dam-burst point @Sans911 ..... or the bathtub ..... where I would slip around and land on my butt .... 

One night I tore a stack in magazines to confetti ..... then remembered that I had wanted to do the crosswords in them.  That got me crying.

[oceangirl]

@Faith-and-Hope 

[Sans911]

I'll be alright. I've taken my night meds (and maybe plus some) so I should be asleep soon until morning

[Zoe7]

Is it a safe amount @Sans911 ?