Just checking in.

[Teej]

Just noticed sunshower has left @CheerBear 😢. 

Im trying very very hard to pull myself out in between bouts of tears. I know that pms is contributing hugely just now. I can here my therapist, GP, CC and psychiatrist all saying I told you so 😳 for not going back on hrt. Not wanting to bring anyone down but just ok to be around listening to others. 

Edited. I’m wondering how you are feeling about your nest thread. A few times I felt like that was the place for me to post but have an inkling that you may have mixed feelings about it. I may be way off the mark too. My spidy sensors are not always right 😳

[CheerBear]

It hit me in my kind of delicate heart @Teej and I thought it may feel sad for you too. Sorry. It's a hard part of this I think.

Told you so doesn't really help 🙁 You're not bringing anyone down by sharing how you are. I'd like to hear if you'd like to share, and I know others would too. But I get it if you don't or can't want to.

Thinking of you lots

[Shaz51]

here for you my wonderful friend @Teej xxxxx

[CheerBear]

Just noticed your edit. I'm not sure. I feel sometimes like I don't want to post there because I question whether people are sick of me maybe. Sometimes I can't talk about things and that sucks. I'm working through some forum pain too and in finding things that felt ok don't now, or sometimes do and sometimes don't. Tricky sometimes.

I am so totally completely OK with you or anyone crawling into a nest if/when you feel you want to. Please do if you'd like. I will too when it's right and I can I think.

Big breath push post for me with this one @Teej. Thinking you might understand that feeling sometimes. Spidy sensor probably right - you can trust it.

[Teej]

Thanks @Shaz51 😊 I hope your day is going well. I’m glad you got out today. The weather has been so bizarre. It’s been really dry here but about to get some rain in the next few days.

@CheerBear I always feel responsible when someone like sunshower leaves. I had been feeling guilty for over a week about not checking in on her but had my own crazy going on. I only just noticed today. 

Many of my tears are about an email I want to write. Every time I think of it tears come streaming. It’s just been a strange week. It’s good to see youhaving a bit of a achievement and a little reprieve and lift today. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hugs to both of you @Teej @CheerBear .....

💐💜💕🌷

[CheerBear]

So much hearing you there @Teej in a way I wish I could share. We all have our 'crazy going on' and I think our friend would understand that very well. I really do.

Curious about the email if you'd like to share. Tears streaming might be telling you something I am guessing?

Thanks. Today is a good day for me. I'll take as many of them as I can.

[CheerBear]

Thanks @Faith-and-Hope and heaps back for you too 💗💕

[Teej]

Omg spidy senses. I’m so not thinking but thanks for not correcting @CheerBear 😊. My brain has been so fried this week 😒. 

Your posts on that thread always have an impact on me @CheerBear regardless of what that is I always see it as positive in my books. Please never feel like anyone gets sick of it. You write from a place that is raw and honest and I always find connection in that which helps me hugely. 

The other reasons I can imagine. I have an inkling what some of them might be. It does get messy and tricky from time to time and often our values get tested in weird and wonderful ways. Mine have many times. I’ve not always handled it well but I’ve learned from them. Go gently on you and take your time to work out what is right for you. 

Well it’s a damn sight easier to talk about you than me just now 😜😘

[Teej]

Hiya @Faith-and-Hope 👋👋👋👋👋👋👋