Destiny

[Rockdog]

Hey @tyme,

hope you are well.

Ruby would love her walks, beautiful girl.

Im sure she isn’t too wild 😂

Sometimes I think I am crazy, but I thought exactly the same thing. She wasn’t happy. I don’t know where she is, but the area she is registered now isn’t as nice as where she was. Something did happen. I think she is sorting things as well. Maybe our time just wasn’t right yet. Although my daughter reminds me that she didn’t like me lol. And some people have said, she must have been like that with others as well. But I don’t think so. Something says she meant what she said to me but we have our journeys to sort out first. 😊

[tyme]

Totally. I feel that one must have themselves 'sorted' first or they'd just end up dumping their issues on the other person. I really feel that a person must be content with themselves before they can reach out to others and really connect @Rockdog 

That's my thinking.

In other words, marriage doesn't 'solve' things. You need to be ready when entering into it.

[Rockdog]

That is true @tyme.

She knew that I wasn’t ready. I am still not, but getting better slightly.

it my never happen, I don’t know if I will ever run into her again. Like you said though, be ready. I guess if it is meant to be then I will. It may not be, and that is driving me crazy. 

I just hope so.

Hope you are well 😊

[tyme]

It's so amazing to see you hold onto that hope @Rockdog . This is the hope that will help you keep looking forward. As I read your post, I am astounded at your growth and the immense progress you have made to get to where you are now. 

Good things are worth the wait. 

[Rockdog]

Awww thank you @tyme.

i am trying, but sometimes if still gets really painful. To feel so close and then have things just end like that is hard. Sometimes I feel that maybe our destiny isn’t aligned the same. It is for me, but I don’t know about her. When we ran into each other she didn’t  stop, but then I was freaked out as well so probably not time. I will hold on forever 🥲

[Rockdog]

Hi @tyme ,

You know I will wait forever because it was just too ppowerful. I really hope that you can still believe with me. It is weird because I now know I can go on by myself , yet I also can’t , if that makes sense. 😊

[tyme]

So so proud of you @Rockdog . Honestly, you should see my smile. You deserve to be able to love yourself and enjoy what you do no matter what you get or don't get. 

I don't even know how to better express my sense of pride and your accomplishments to even get to this point. Although it feels like a long time, to me, it doesn't feel that long at all. And in the light of eternity? It's a speck of time!

Well done mate!