Am Not Coping

[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope 

[Bubbles3]

ok then @Zoe7

iv got an appointment to go to today. well 2 of them. hopefully they go ok

i am feeling alot better today- hopefully it stays that way

[Former-Member]

 @Faith-and-Hope

[Former-Member]

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[Zoe7]

What appointments do you have this afternoon @Bubbles3 ?

[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope 

[Owlunar]

Hi @Bubbles3

I have felt better - I got a shock last week when I learned that I have lost most of the knee cartilege in my right knee - sometime I might need a knee replacement but my doctor said not until I feel okay about it and then only half the knee - which feels better

For some reason I have not really been able to get myself into full doing-whatever-I-can mode since then - I have chosen to put up with the knee for now but me - ah - I am all over the place

I remember when my kids were small - two kids two years apart - well timed I guess - but I felt totally unfulfilled and when they were both old enough I went back to school - everyone told me that would be too much but I actually completed an Honours Degree studying part time

So this was a good thing because children don't stay little forever - they turn into people - my daughter is a fine woman - I am proud of her

But when they were little I missed working and having a social life and so much I never thought of at the time - we can really love our children but they can demand so much from us

Really - I get it - my story is quite different but I know how small children really rearrange what we have planned for the day

All the best

Dec

[Bubbles3]

one with the doc and one with the pyschologist. not forward to them @Zoe7

but i have to go. or they will probably send the police out looking for me because i have been so up ad down with the voices and stuff

[Shaz51]

thinking of you @Bubbles3 and walking with you

[Bubbles3]

thats not good about your knee @Owlunar

hope you get it sorted out soon

kids- well there kids.i cant wait for them to go back to school, but then again i am loving my lay in , in the morning. i can sleep until about between 8 and 10 in the morning. the kids trash the house but its so worth it. but i do miss school rutine. having the day to my slef. you cant beat that. i feel like a bad mum saying all this. but i think every mum is different