Am Not Coping

[Shaz51]

me tooooo @Zoe7 

[utopia]

@Former-Member. I'll have to go a few times to get a feeling for it. I liked the people. I tend to find those living with MI to be more genuine than a lot of people. I guess it's because we have bigger worries than not getting our junk mail delivered on time.

[utopia]

Hello my precious butterfly friend @Zoe7. I've been thinking of you today & hoping some of the 'sting' has disappeared from your day.
I know your gp is still away until mext Monday. So talk to us or your psychiatrist or the great SANE mods we have here.
I'm just about to head out to another meeting. But I should be back on here around 9.30 tonight. Happy to have a chat or a giggle - so long as it's not about insects or bugs. Bloody huntsman crawling along my windscreen yesterday. My first thing was to freak out. My second was a huge sigh of relief - as he was on the outside of the windscreen. I did drive super fast to make sure that he got blown off.

[Former-Member]

Love the flowers @Former-Member, are you OK?
Hi @Faith-and-Hope, Pepsimax, NikNik, everyone here. Let us know how you are @Zoe7, we care 💜💕

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hi @Former-Member .... 😊

[Former-Member]

@Zoe7❤❤❤

[Zoe7]

@Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope @utopia @Shaz51 @Pepsimax @BlueBay @Former-Member @STORMGRL101 @Phoenix_Rising 

Thankyou everyone - it does make a difference knowing you are all here 

@Former-Member your initial post certainly did not trigger those images - it did make me cry though  I do find it difficult to accept that you (and others) think about me - I do see it here but it is hard to feel it. 

I have spent some time tonight 'chatting' to @NikNik Apart from her care and compassion she has allowed me to discuss some things that I haven't really been able to talk about here - not because it would breach any guidelines or I don't trust you all - it has simply been too hard for me.

Being able to talk this out a little has allowed me to release a little pressure that has been building up over the past week. I still do not know where to from here or how to get there but this outlet does help - even if it just temporary in the moment.

You guys are a light in the day - I hope you all know what a diference you all make 

[Former-Member]

🙂 Hugs @Zoe7 Glad that there is that little bit of pressure release

still here with you

[Zoe7]

Thankyou @Former-Member 

How are you travelling?

How is your little girl?

[Former-Member]

Hi @Zoe7

She's ok, thanks. My lil boy had karate this afternoon and she caught up with a girl there that she sort of knows now and it was good to see her socialising and had some fun for a bit. My lil boy had a big day and didnt have such a good session but they're asleep now phew.

I've been really struggling lately, i know im expecting too much of myself and doing too much but also have no options for reducing and cant change anything. have that trapped feeling creeping up.

but don't want to complain hehe and you dont need to hear my whinge. 

Do you feel sleepy at all?