That is not something I can do for you @MDT The only person that can find life worth it is you. What I can do is tell you that I also feel this way every single day but I am still here. There are many reasons why I am still here - apart from the failed attempts not to be! Not surprising - it is mainly people on here that have sat with me, supported me, held me up and encouraged me to keep going - even at my very darkest points. They have held on for me when I couldn't do it myself and even though I have not thought I was worth the support - it was there anyway - and continues to be. I do feel totally worthless within myself but others must be supporting me for a reason - and that really does keep me going.
So even though you may not feel worthy of support, or of 'living' life - we around you can see how much you have to offer in this world and will continue to encourage and support you when you don't feel it yourself - because YOU MATTER 
Yes it is hard @MDT - incredibly hard 
But you are here, you are connecting, you are talking and we are listening - and as hard as it is - that is a good thing.
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Help us push aside the stigma and discrimination surrounding complex mental health and change the way people talk about, and care for, mental illness.
SANE acknowledges the Traditional Owners of Country throughout Australia and recognises the continuing connection to lands, waters and communities. We pay our respect to Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander cultures; and to Elders past and present.
SANE values diversity. We are committed to providing a safe, culturally appropriate, and inclusive service for all people, regardless of their ethnicity, faith, disability, sexuality, or gender identity.