Hi Em -
I took some time out for the anniversaries of my parents' passing and I am not sure when I last posted but I have read some of your messages about your treatment and of course - other things in your life and it has to be hard - and so complicated - having radio-oncology and the toxic little white pills that look so innocent.
It would be a tough ask if you were supported but you are not - in fact you have your husband needing to be cared for and this has to make the whole thing a much bigger deal for you
I would like to say things about those little white pills but choose not to - but I am sure you can guess - the side effects vary as I have heard and loosing your hair - which was long - that has to be a very - ah - I can't think of the right words right here - it seems to strip you bare - in so many ways - physically, emotionally, figuratively -
I usually write so easily but I am stuck here - I am sending my love through cyber-space - my thoughts - everything I can really - and really wish I could be there with you through all of this
You are a truly beautiful person Em - life has been hard on you - still - through it all your light really does shine
Dec
Hi Em -
I took some time out for the anniversaries of my parents' passing and I am not sure when I last posted but I have read some of your messages about your treatment and of course - other things in your life and it has to be hard - and so complicated - having radio-oncology and the little white pills that look so innocent.
It would be a tough ask if you were supported but you are not - in fact you have your husband needing to be cared for and this has to make the whole thing a much bigger deal for you
I would like to say things about those little white pills but choose not to - but I am sure you can guess - the side effects vary as I have heard and loosing your hair - which was long - that has to be a very - ah - I can't think of the right words right here - it seems to strip you bare - in so many ways - physically, emotionally, figuratively -
I usually write so easily but I am stuck here - I am sending my love through cyber-space - my thoughts - everything I can really - and really wish I could be there with you through all of this
You are a truly beautiful person Em - life has been hard on you - still - through it all your light really does shine
Dec
@Emelia8 Hey Em how thinking of you sweetheart. I have been such an industrious lil pea today. So much cleaning and gardening. Even cut my son2's hair (well gave it a trim lol 
). I trimmed by hair too. All I have to do is do the back yard tomorrow and vacuum my son2's room. Kitchen is decent so can wait for another day 🙂
Wish I could be there to do your's while you are away. You know you might qualify for free cleaning service through ndis while you are going through treatment. Is there anyone who can look into it for you? Love peaxxx
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Help us push aside the stigma and discrimination surrounding complex mental health and change the way people talk about, and care for, mental illness.
SANE acknowledges the Traditional Owners of Country throughout Australia and recognises the continuing connection to lands, waters and communities. We pay our respect to Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander cultures; and to Elders past and present.
SANE values diversity. We are committed to providing a safe, culturally appropriate, and inclusive service for all people, regardless of their ethnicity, faith, disability, sexuality, or gender identity.