14th year house bound

[hiddenite]

thanks Jacques

[Jacques]

it's over Karen, you have done well, i am going to the back door now to take some deep breaths, please do the same

[NikNik]

Hi Jacques and Karen,

Well.. I'm not sure what you both thought of tonight. I'm actually a little teary... in a good way. So nice to see how they are doing and just an overwhelming feeling of wanting them to continue to do well.

What did you both think?

[Jacques]

Well @NikNik, it was nice to see them temporarily well, but long term future for most of them will be in and out of MHU, i don't know what the answer is until their is more breakthrough's in the brain, and neuro science.

[hiddenite]

ok Jacques it's time for you to look after yourself.

[Jacques]

Karen i am here if you want to talk, or i am just here if you want to sit with me.  sending you a virtual hug, Hang in their Karen, you have me in your corner, we will fight on together.

[hiddenite]

Nik I agree with Jacques, when I left the mhu after my first visit, they told me I would be back. I didn't believe them. It's just a revolving door.

I am glad there was some improvement for them.

[hiddenite]

thanks for the hug Jacques I need it. Are you ok?

[Jacques]

I am a little shaky, low, and wondering what the future holds for me, thinking about another year of life wasted, generally feeling sorry for myself, how are you feeling?

[hiddenite]

I feel that I'm one of those in the too hard basket they can't help me so I get put back in the mhu. I have never left the mhu feeling any better than when I went in. 

Overwhelmed and hopeless.

I feel that the girls will be better off without me