Battles

[Dreamy]

@Jynx would have been a funny sight, leech found itself a good place to hide 😂.

Oh it's not even that I'm hungry, it was just a random thought haha. I did have a drink though, will have an iced coffee soon when I get to sit in my bed. 

[Jynx]

@Dreamy haha right? So sneaky!

I'm off btw hun!! Enjoy your iced coffee, yum!! Hope your night is chill from here on out! 💜😊

[Dreamy]

@Jynx hope you have a good night and thanks for the chats ❤️. 

[Dreamy]

Hello @MJG017, how was your day? 

[MJG017]

Hey @Dreamy 

Anther quiet day.  I had my adoption counseling session this morning and it was quite a good chat i had with her.  We talked a lot about some of my earliest memories and how so many of them were times when I felt abandoned or that i had to keep myself alone.  And about how a lot of stuff i'm doing since my diagnosis, which has made some big personal changes (improvements) for me, but how I feel it is all just trying to fix the previous 53 years where my life just felt pointless and I achieved nothing.  I said I realised now that i'm trying to fix what cant be fixed.  And she said that was a good thing to look into at out next appointment.  So i really feel like we're (i'm) getting somewhere.  Finally.  But the clock is ticking loudly.

Now that i've cheered you up 😁, how has your day been?

I am about to head off to bed though.  Yes another damn early morning.  The first of a two day training workshop with the Cancer Council.  It's online so i don't have to go anywhere, but it starts a 9am so i'm going to struggle to get started.

[Dreamy]

@MJG017 I'm glad it was a good chat, I can't even begin to imagine how hard it is to talk about those early memories. It's great that you are getting somewhere, hopefully the next appointment goes well. That clock needs to slow down and be quiet. 

My day was very emotionally draining and tomorrow is going to be hell so tonight my anxiety is high and I'm struggling with my thoughts. 

Icky to the early starts but at least you don't have to go anywhere. Hope all goes well with it and I hope you can get some sleep. 

[Dreamy]

@Ru-bee @rav3n you around to chat? 

[Ru-bee]

Hey @Dreamy! yeah I'm around, how's your day going? 

[Dreamy]

@Ru-bee not good at all. Currently in a very uncomfortable situation and feeling vulnerable and scared. 

[Ru-bee]

Are you safe at the moment @Dreamy?