Thank you @Appleblossom
Yes it is hell... however when in the middle of it all it is just how it is.
I need to wait to get the OK to dive again, which is extremely frustrating as it limits so many things in a rural area. I guess in the last 6 months I have removed myself a bit from things, as I just cant get there - which has added to mental stresses.
You are right first I need to find a place to live and go from there - it is just getting my head around a few things and accepting this is whant has happened and then getting myself into the right frame of mind to get there. Somedays it is just tough, and I feel that I cant really talk to anyone. And, when I do - the story is so complex, theyre are so many things go on it gets confusing for people. I can only hope that I do get the all clear in May, as that is what is keeping me going. xx
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