Could it be that early in your development you witnessed interactions that felt there was an immoral aspect to it, but were uncertain about what it might be ... ??
There could be times when it is not right, like continually socialising (like drinking at pub) and not fulfilling other important duties (like parenting, supporting spouse or paying bills) ... not sure ... just my two cents worth.
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