I want it gone because it's very conflicting to have, it's very limiting as well. But I can't see exactly why it's a bad thing either? Lately on bad days I've started questioning if I'm a bad person, simply because I interacted with another person. I've never done that before, but it's getting to that point, it seems.
It's lead me to ghost perfectly good friends, I ghosted them as soon as highschool finished (coming up to 7 years ago), I feel conflicted about interacting with my family at times.
But it feels like a duty. Maybe I'm over thinking it, but it feels like it's needed.
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