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ā13-01-2021 12:22 AM
ā13-01-2021 12:22 AM
Re: why can't I cope longer?
Iām in trouble too @Adge I changed my post and then removed it but the email triggered me tonight.
Iām off to bed so night night @Former-Member
I have to be at the hospital early tomorrow.
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ā13-01-2021 01:51 AM
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Re: why can't I cope longer?
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ā13-01-2021 02:21 AM
ā13-01-2021 02:21 AM
Re: why can't I cope longer?
While talking with son tonight it popped into my head that I shouldn't be encouraging him to connect with me 'cause I'm gonna die anyway and that would hurt him more š
Does anyone else have these crippling thoughts? I love my boy, is it really wrong to want relationship with him, even if I die tomorrow! I strongly believe there some mutual benefits to be learn from each other yet. Surely its better to have found some good times before I die. Blooming Black Dog talking me thinks. Hate it! Confuses me. Dark conversations in my head trying to stop me living. Grr get outta my head!!
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ā13-01-2021 09:54 PM
ā13-01-2021 09:54 PM
Re: why can't I cope longer?
BRISBANE COVID RESTRICTIONS
72hr Snap Lockdown & mandatory masks in public 'till Jan22 review.
Today more community transmission identified in Brisbane and Our Regional doctors are asking Brisban'ites NOT TO COME HERE! š In essence telling my son he can't visit his mum š¢ And I'm not sure I should go there. It's all so frustrating, makes me sad. At least we had his birthday lunch before the lockdown, and he got my ca d today. What if he gets it? What then? š Anxiety thermometer blowout š”ļø Not fair.
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ā13-01-2021 10:10 PM
ā13-01-2021 10:10 PM
Re: why can't I cope longer?
More Lockdowns - Oh No @Former-Member Yes that would raise anyone's anxiety.
Everyone said/ hoped that 2021 would be so much far Better than 2020.
Not what I'm seeing - So far no different, no better than last year.
More & new restrictions & issues to deal with.
For the past 6 weeks or so, I've had to sign in (with contact details) to any venue that I go to - Even a Cafe, for a brief coffee.
Also my fortnightly MH Social Lunch function - Sign in with contact details, or Scan SafeWA Barcode with SafeWA App (on Smartphone), to sign in.
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ā14-01-2021 12:08 AM
ā14-01-2021 12:08 AM
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I gotta figure out the smartphone app for cafe's. Such a pain. Oh well,bi have my RobertTimms & cappuccino sachets ā
You sleep good tonight. Good night š“
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ā14-01-2021 02:10 AM
ā14-01-2021 02:10 AM
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@Former-Member The lockdowns are restrictive but necessary to contain this disease. I can only imagine how hard it is for everyone though happening so quickly. I do hear your fear about your son getting it but hopefully he follows all procedures and stays safe. Everything crossed for you and your son to get through this okay
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ā14-01-2021 08:30 AM
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ā14-01-2021 10:06 AM
ā14-01-2021 10:06 AM
Re: why can't I cope longer?
Just had memory of one of mum's abuses on me, and how it hurt, but then realised she's died, something ndhappened inside of me, tension drained away to really know "SHE CAN'T HURT ME ANYMORE!" Not like that š