i cant keep on doing this

[Former-Member]

It's frustrating when we are unwell and can't do those things we feel we should be doing. I have experienced that before and this made me feel unhappy at the time. You did do quite a bit the other day @Bubbles3. Your husband would of appreciated that and knows you are doing your best. It's all we can do my friend. Today is a bad day that will pass soon. Tomorrow a new day 😊 A new beginning. Go gentle on you. 🌹

[Bubbles3]

I know. Buts its so hard. My meds are kickinb in . Got to go -enigma-

[Former-Member]

Sweet dreams @Bubbles3

[Bubbles3]

@Former-Member@Queenie@Faith-and-Hope@BambiFawn@outlander

im really struggling today. i dont know what im doing. i want to SH again or start drinking again. 

im feeling empty , lost and lonley and depressed.

i just know know what to do . im trying to fight these erges but there getting to strong

[Faith-and-Hope]

@Bubbles3 can you work on your mosaic ?

[Bubbles3]

yeah i could @Faith-and-Hope

i might in a little while. i might talk to sane first.

[Faith-and-Hope]

Good idea @Bubbles3 .... 💕

[Former-Member]

I have only returned home now and just read your post @Bubbles3. Sorry I couldn't reply earlier. Did you ring Sane and does some of your mosiac? Hoping you are feeling somewhat more relaxed now. Thinking of you x

[Bubbles3]

im really stuggling today again. my hand wont stop shaking. im so tired and worn from hubby , the court case and just my whole live. its 3 days before xmas and i just feel like shit. im not happy with relationship with hubby. when are thing s going to change. i cant keep on going on like this. its to hard. everything seems to hard. how am i meant to put on a happy face on xmas day for the kids. 

[Bubbles3]

@Former-Member@Faith-and-Hope@Queenie@BambiFawn@outlander@Zoe7@CheerBear@Catcakes