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31-03-2018 10:41 PM
31-03-2018 10:41 PM
The stress of trying to be happy.
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01-04-2018 01:00 AM
01-04-2018 01:00 AM
Re: The stress of trying to be happy.
Hearing how difficult it is to get good vibes going at home. I have had a lot of experiences like that, where positive activities are repeatedly canned.
Hang in there @Lemonjuice If they wont do it with you. Maybe go fishing one day for yourself.
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01-04-2018 04:51 AM
01-04-2018 04:51 AM
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@Lemonjuice Hi Lemonjuice I would love to go fishing with you. Being a vegan I would put the fish back again though and if you supply the beer I will supply the ciggies (I dont drink or smoke but it would be fun just once). To be honest a good conversation fishing with a mate would really be fun :).
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01-04-2018 07:56 AM
01-04-2018 07:56 AM
Re: The stress of trying to be happy.
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01-04-2018 08:00 AM
01-04-2018 08:00 AM
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@Lemonjuice Ugh! It is a tough one ...at least if you go you would do something that you want to do and today is beautiful sunny and bright. Go on and enjoy your fishing.
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01-04-2018 11:27 AM
01-04-2018 11:27 AM
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@LemonjuiceI second @greenpea's idea.
It is hard when our relationships become enmeshed and we feel trapped in negativity with those most close.
It is not necessary to take on the guilt. SELF CARE is important. Pledge with yourself that you are entitled to your pleasure.
It is wiser not to fold if she is not willing or able to do the things you suggest.
If you are not able to do it today. Pledge a shift in your priority towards healthy activity. Mention it once to give her the option, but do what you need for healing. It can be a discipline.
I eventually had to that as a carer, and in the long run it has worked. It took a long time but it can be a win win situation instead of lose lose. For a while it might seem a win/lose situation but if you keep focussed on healthy it can turn around.
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01-04-2018 01:13 PM
01-04-2018 01:13 PM
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Aw sheesh @Lemonjuice - that is a rotten place for you or anyone to be in -
I like what @Appleblossom has said - it is really important for you to care for yourself - and let's all of us - @greenpea's great idea - let's all go fishing together and have a day of fun and share - I don't smoke either but I can pretend to -
I don't know what it's like Lemonjuice - but your mother sounds like a hard case - the thought of someone you are caring for not washing - eew - I think if someone living alone choses that way of life it's okay but not if you are sharing a home - that is offensive and I really note that it's something you have to live with but aw dear - what would happen if you refused to put up with it?
Don't answer that - I can't imagine what it's like except that my son would sometimes come and eat with us when he was living rough - he had MI too - and I had to tell him to either shower or eat outside - and because of the conflict I often went and ate in another room -
That's called Tough Love and it applies to your mother I guess - I am so sorry about that
I remember that your mother considers certain days "sacred" - whatever that means to her - and I think you were studying - I hope you are still doing that and on a break.
If you have offered to take your mother out and she won't go is there any reason she can't be left alone while you go out and tend your own well-being and refuel so you can get the energy to continue
I haven't got your original post on this thread in front of me right now - I willl take another look - but this sounds so tough for you - for anyone - and somethings I do understand
My mother was in care so she was well cared for and my sister had all the official stuff under her total control so I told my mother I had enough of being snarled at and I wasn't going to put up with it. I never would have regardless because of my lifetime being a long essay in my mother's efforts to break my spirit - I mean - she told me - I was studious and also I was obedient and honest yet she could not leave me be so I spent years away from my family living my life - unhappy a lot of the time I remember - but not guilty
I really care Lemon - I know this has to be really hard but please - don't feel guilty - no need for that
Yes - I just read the name of the thread again - the stress of being happy - and you want to give up trying to feel happy - aw - that is a hard one
Let's see what other people come up with - maybe happiness is a hard stretch and exercise in being stress-stress-stress
What can you do?
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01-04-2018 01:35 PM
01-04-2018 01:35 PM
Re: The stress of trying to be happy.
@Owlunar I appreciate you caring about me but I'm probably going to delete my account this week, so don't go getting too attached. I've sort of made my decision to accept my fate, that I will not be having a life of my own and that a sacrifice is required. As long as I want things for myself, I will be suffering...lol, that's a Buddha idea, isn't it...desire is suffering. I've chosen not to desire to stop my suffering. I feel relief...no more struggles, no more pain. In which case I don't need to be here, don't need a therapist either.
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01-04-2018 02:08 PM
01-04-2018 02:08 PM
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Hi @Lemonjuice
That sounds really sad - I don't think that will be a pain-free fate for you - I'll keep the door ajar for you -
I do understand though - about your mother -
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