Need to vent

[BlueBay]

thanks @Faith-and-Hope 
No I have only a book. I'm not sure I could knit. But I will get hubby to bring in some pencils with my colouring book. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Good idea @BlueBay ..... ❣️

[Maggie]

@BlueBay 💙💙💙

[Owlunar]

Hi @BlueBay 

That's rough - but necessary - I know - and not at all pleasant

Whether it might be COVID or some other enteric bug they need to protect everyone from that - it's rough on you - I know - and I would hate it too - but who wants to pass such a problem onto other people esp in hospital?

Confusing though - I think you were constipated last week and surely you had something to move it along and  bingo - it worked - I get that - what the hell! But here you are

Last week I ate something sus and spat out the second mouthful and thought - "If  that upsets my stomach at least I will know what it was" and threw the rest out - and I did get an upset stomach and cancelled my social visit - in good conscience I could not risk passing anything at all onto someone who works in Aged Care. I wouldn't do it. As horrible as it feels I know you are a decent person and when you think of it you will understand and put it behind you

Your mother again - you can't win with her - I know you are assimilating this into your life but it's a bitch. Maybe she suffers from foot-in-mouth disease and can't help herself - I am sure my mother regretted what she said some of the time but I know it hurts

You feel rotten - I know - when I was in hospital last I had very little of my own stuff - toothbrush, comb and a novel - and thank goodness - my phone - yes - I ran up my data playing games and it kept me going. Can you play games on your phone? It might help if you download a few and pass the time

I really care - I can hear you thinking - what's next? Life is no fun at all and imo gastic and intestine pains and that sort of thing is among the worst things

It's okay to feel rotten - just not okay being so isolated - I hear you

Dec

[BlueBay]

@Owlunar @Maggie @Faith-and-Hope @Faith-and-Hope @Eve7 @MDT @Emelia8 

@Shaz51 

My mum is terrible horrible 

not validating me 

I know I shouldn't let her get to me 

but bloody hell 

ive been crying for the last 10 mins 

She has no f....g idea

im sore very sore 

sample been tested now for three certain bugs that could be in my gut 

still liquid soup znd jelly 3 times a day 

it's disgusting and it's horrible for breakfast 

I've got a shocking headache 

need a nurse 

mothers - who needs them

[Eve7]

I am sorry @BlueBay . I’m in hospital too after surgery on my fractured wrist last night,

I am bracing myself to call my mother but I’m going home soon.

Hope you feel better 💙💙💙

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hugs to both of you @BlueBay @Eve7 ..... 💙💜

[TideisTurning]

Hi @BlueBay, that sounds really tough. I'm hearing the pain, frustration and invalidation it sounds like you've been experiencing. Please know it's ok to feel that struggle and it's ok to let it out with a cry. It's great to see you reaching out for support here on the Forums as well, and I'm wondering if there's anyone in the offline world you could talk to who might be a little more helpful?

[BlueBay]

Take care @Eve7 xxoo

[BlueBay]

Thanks @TideisTurning 

I spoke to the nurse

it still doesn't help with my anger 

I need a rest 

Thanks @Faith-and-Hope  xx