A long rave

[Teej]

Just walked in @outlander. I had been so anxious all day and wanted to pull out but I had the best night I think ive had this year. I think I felt a little bit of the old me come back. 

[Teej]

How has your night been @outlander? I’ve not caught up with much for hours. 

[outlander]

I knew you were anxious so to know you had a good night is great to hear @Teej and to get glimpses of our old selves ia even better ❤

Youd be pretty tired i imagine.... im not sure in the time where you are but do you have a relaxing evening/night ahead?

[outlander]

I havent really been on just flicking on and off @Teej

My nights been ok i suppose. Shutting my emotions up with a tv show and now music. Sleep doesnt look like its on the cards again 😒

[Teej]

Yes a hot milo and bed soon I think @outlander. I’m in the middle time zone. 

Im glad it’s over but actuallya bit buzzy in a good way just now so may have to do something to chill down. 

[Teej]

Glad it’s been an ok night @outlander. I think the increase in meds is helping me a bit too which is good. 

[Teej]

The sleep thing is a bit of a worry though @outlander. I do not cope at all well without sleep. It’s my Achilles heel. 

[outlander]

A hot milo sounds like a good way to wind down @Teej maybe a book or some mindless tv?

Im glad your meds are helping. Still stuffing around with mine. Frustrating but keep having to many side effects so needing to be careful.

What happened to your achillies heel?

Ive never really been a great sleeper it just got worse over the yrs with traumas, constant worries and/or pain

[Teej]

Achilles heel is a term that means your weak point @outlander. There is a physical one too which was the undoing of Achilles in Greek mythology. This is where the saying comes from. So when I don’t sleep I unravel very quickly. 

The pain would make it hard to sleep too. I hope you sleep tonight. 

[outlander]

Ohh @Teej got it now. I thought you meant you had an injury. See what happens when youve watched to many medical shows lol.

Im use to having no sleep. Usually go a few nights straight without it before it takes affect.

Did you have any plans for tomorrow?